(un)broken heart

You know God has such a way to protect us, sometimes it takes my breath. Last week we had a cardio appt for miss Ella. I was told from day one she had a heart murmur, her pedi could not hear it so I thought no bid deal, we will go to the cadrio appt and get it checked, it's gone and that will be that. Um. yeah. NOT that easy. So we go in and Ella get a EKG, no biggie dr comes in says so about this HOLE IN HER HEART. UM? WHA? HOLE? no. The dr thought I knew. I didn't. cue--PANIC. She calmed me down, explained things to me, and took us to the ultrasound room. Let me just clarify here, never ever have I gotten good news in these "types" of rooms, always oh sorry your baby has no heartbeat, you have to have surgery to remove said baby from your uterus. So you know I was thinking, great--here we go. Well thank God I was wrong. Everything is fine, hole is gone and Ella's heart is perfect. And that folks is how God protected me, he knows I am a worrier I worry about everything. I try not to,but alas I do. And something this major, oh buddy I would have had a field day with it. Moral of the story,sometimes it is better to be uninformed. This time at least.